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i have been thinking the last day or so about who i am. i really do let people control who i am which stops me from being me. i tried to justify it, but we all know how well that works out these days. but then i thought, having to justify it just proves that i'm wrong. i do need to learn how to be myself, not anyone else. i need to be me. i find it funny that it takes someone i just met to tell me this before i will actually listen. so something i'm going to work on in the next couple months is to be me, not anyone else, but me. thankyou :p