wildwood!

so tomorrow i leave for wildwood and i'm really excited for it. honestly i'm really sad that none of the graduated seniors are going because they were the main people i hung out with last year and i made such great friendships with them during this week last year, but i think it will just help me make new friendships and work on my relationship with God without being distracted. so for that i am really excited for wildwood. i'm excited to meet the people we will be teaming up with. i'm excited for the adventures that will come of the week. i'm just excited! i am especially excited to work on my relationship with God, which i totally know i need to work on big time! well that's all i really have for this post because my brain doesn't work past 10pm and it's 11pm! also, in advanced i would like to wish anna a happy birthday(hint:she's old officially in four days). well goodbye everyone, i'll see you in a week! woohoo

if birds didn't fly

so the title of this post has absolutely nothing to do with i post, i don't think. actually i might find some illogical way to make it fit, but that's the story of my life. anyways i really don't know what i want to put in this blog. i have been thinking on and off about making a blog the last couple months because i have so much in my head and it's easier for me to have thinks written out but i'm a terrible writer so i kept pushing it off. so i finally made a blog when i accidentally started making one when i went to write a comment on the DR blog. but anyways, cause no one really cares about why i made a blog, so it's five days before i go to wildwood and i am completely stoked for it. i am kind of nervous in a way but mostly excited though it will be kind of weird because most of the people i hung out with and made memories with will not be there this year. it will be fun though, it will be a time to get close with other people that i'm not extremely close to now and it will be a good time to connect with God in a way that is much harder to do with the distractions that come with living in a city where everything is controlled by time. so for that i am really excited. oh by the way if you haven't noticed by now i babble a lot. 

have you ever had so many emotions and thoughts in your head that you just don't know how to explain it or know what to say? well that's kind of where i'm at right now. it's like my mouth is moving but nothing is coming out. i know that i want to say something but there's so many words that are going through my brain that i don't know where to go with it. these are times when i really just want to go out to a mountain with a single tree and watch the sunset or dance like zac effron in high school musical 2. yeah that was a pretty cheesy comparison, but yeah i'm not going to change it. i think this is why people who meditate are so much calmer than i am, because they clear their heads and can concentrate on like just one thing or even nothing. that is something i will never be able to do, my mind goes all over the place though. anyways, i'm out of things to babble about for now but don't worry i will have more things to babble about later and maybe it will turn into actual thoughts and ideas one day....or maybe not:)