it has to come to an end sometime

so i was thinking the other day about how many things that won't happen anymore once this month is over, or even this year is over. like i won't have anymore family outings with my pretend family, in two months i'll never live in the same city as a lot of the people i'm friends with, this is my last year i'll do church trips with molly. it's just so weird to me how we let things that are so amazing slip through our hands. i was trying to figure out why all these great things that have happened to me is stopping or leaving. then i realized that if things never ended we wouldn't be able to appreciate then. if things didn't go away we wouldn't take time to acknowledge their greatness and the joy their bring to us. so even though i hate how it feels like life is going so fast that i feel that if i blink i will miss so much i know that if it didn't feel like that i wouldn't be able to care about things the way i do. anyways, i don't know if you understand where i was going with that but that was my thought of the day. 

peace <3