i was in a conversation with someone the other day and they asked me why i don't dream like i used to. i didn't really have an answer at the time, well i didn't have the root answer at the time. i think the reason i haven't been dreaming big is because every dream i have gets shot down like nothing. people call it ridiculous and tell me right then and there that it will never happen. even if i don't expect them to come true i want to dream. i want to have the hope that the impossible will happen. i don't know if my lack of dreams is me just being realistic or the effect of being shut down so many times. maybe i just don't have the need to dream big. maybe i don't know. i want to dream i just can't. i find the irrationalness of the dream and shoot it down before it ever has a chance. i just, i don't know. i have one dream i won't lose hope on though. it's probably the craziest dream of all. it won't be crushed. i won't let it. i won't lose hope of this dream, not until the day i die. this dream will live on forever.
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