JoyRiden

it's funny how one person, without even trying, can inspire you to go back to God with everything. this is something that i have been struggling with this for a while now. i was completely dry with my relationship. i tried every other way to be happy, and when it didn't work i tried it again. i knew that this wouldn't help but i was afraid to go back to where i needed to be. i feared talking to God after the dry spell. but i talked to this person, and everything about her, you know that she loves God with all her heart. you can see it in her smile, you can see it in the joy she has for everything she does. after watching this incredible person for the short time i did, i knew that i couldn't live without the joy any longer. finally. i talked to God about all my struggles and all my happiness. i told him about my life. i remembered what life was like when i stay close with him. i hope i one day will get to tell her how much she helped me, i hope that i can one day repay her in some way. i just want to someday see her again and say thankyou.